Loli Vampire's Fairy Rebirth

much better now~~and looking forward to your comming next time~~o^0^o

每一次都微笑着，而后泪流满面...
刺痛着的嘴角，痛苦着的幸福...

照片上，温柔的灯光下，两个人的房间，
环视四周，你的身影依稀...

昨天，还触得到你的面颊，牵得到你的手，嬉笑着打闹，哭着微笑拥抱，
就好像只一瞬，我们又相隔地球的两端...
以为会坚强，以为一个人的两个月会很快，
但时间残忍的缓慢爬行，度日如年...
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I don't dare, don't dare to, but I'm still browsing through them,again and again, these nearly 2000photoes...
smile everytime, then with tears running on my cheek unstoppable...
pain in the smile,bitter in the happiness...

in the picture, under the soft yellow light,chambre à deux,
looking around, seems u r still here...

yesterday,could still touch your face,hold your hands.we could laugh and frolic,hug with smile and tears,
suddenly,we are separated again,you are on the other side of the earth...
I thought I could be strong, I thought this 2-month alone would be fast,
but now,time is so cruel,crawling on the ground,making each single day become a year...

153files, 177files, 1459 files and more...
April, June, July and August...

don't worry my dear~
even if my lap-top and desk-top is dying,
I have my hard-disk and it can have more~~~~~~

( I prefer the time I'm taking the photoes and videos than just looking at them in front of the screen...even if I can freez the pictures, I can't freez the time...ToT)

Suddenly want to delete everything I wrote before.
only keep the one with the sparrow( coz he is the most special animal which ever lived with me ).
coz I don't think I'll look back at those memorries, no matter what they r.
I want a new start... or at least an end of the past.
actually the new start has already begun a long time ago, the old stupid me already has been dead for years, though I'm still stupid and childish in many ways always...
I appreciate that I have those good friends who stay with me, whom I could talk to,who could make me happy again when I was upset, the old friends and the new ones...I won't forget...

It's a samsara, but everytime is different, as everything keeps changing.

I'm still looking forward to the bright light, still hold the hope.
will graduate soon, the graduation design is successful,at least it proved the idea to change my major 4years ago was worth it;
was soooo upset when I knew I won't be able to go study abroad, but found another way which suits me more and may be more interesting;
he came back, we r together finally after so much sadness and suffering, I'm so happy that there's no word can discribe;
now there r more and more things to fight for...

dreams and wishes r becoming true gradualy like miracle...
the new journey begins, have to move on, and move on happily...